The Fallen Angel

As I walk the night knowing that you are sound asleep I have a gift that I want you to keep, still wishing for you to be by my side as we would hunt walking the night together.

As now that not the case may be still I feel your spirit calling to me, as I see you sound asleep with these nightmares you dont want to keep.

As I stand outside by your window wanting to enter but as im not able ,as the bounds of nature is holding us apart I feel a urge to go against it so that I may be by your side and protect you as times may be hard.

Still I go against the shackles that nature has put on me I enter your room with a lust for thee , and as you awake I take you in my arms as I offer you the kiss of immortality.

Togehter as we finally are I will heal all your scars as we will no longer be apart.

As now my blood flows in your vains the shackles that kepts us apart  is no longer a restrain.

As you take your place by my side, we enter out in to the night to hunt , to feed as you have finally been freed.

”Are you out there ?”
”Answer me please!!”

These questions I ask myself wondering what truth may be within em as I wait for an answer asking for help.

But all I get is the wind blowing as it slowly but surely comes to a stop and nothingness fills my head,
as nothing is the answer I get from the questions I give.

What is it that I need to know ?
What is it that I feel that I wanna show ?
What is it that i’m so afraid of ?
What is it that is missing in my life ?

And when I may find what it is I am seeking,
will I then be ok or will it be that I want more ?

Or is it that it’s been so long since I felt alive that I can’t or dont know what to do when i’ve seen all this through ?

Deep within I know the answer, still I hope and wish for it all to turn out ok,
but in the end I still feel so alone, so cold, so empty.

A tear runs down my chin ….. its red filled with blood and fear.

I call out your name still I get nothing in return , I wish for your warm heart beats as you hold me, still I begin to understand that you will never again be able to take my hand.

A tear runs down my chin ….. it’s red filled with blood and fear.

Though I sit here still calling out your name , deep within I know that you’r gone but I dont want to belive that it is so , I dont want to let you go.

You were so sweet in so many ways and now i’ll never have those days, where I could see you smile and laugh and be happy, cause you are gone ,you have moved on to the life after.

Tears of blood runs down my face as I wish to be in another place, anywere where I can be free from this agony thats in my heart knocking on my souls door.

I want to hear your heart once more but now I lay here crying on the floor, wishing for you to return as all I have is this sore heart that burns.