The Fallen Angel

Are you the one for me, am I the one for you ?

Would it be wrong to say that I miss you, cause that’s what I truly do.

Though i’m scared that you will run away, i’m scared that you won’t stay when I say that I care for you.

So what should I do now that I miss you, should I just wait for us to be togehter by fate ?

I want to be honest, I want you to know, but still I dont know what I should tell you and what side to show.

It may be to early still it can’t be helped, cause I feel as im about to brake in two as I want to tell you that I don’t want to lose you.

I took you in as I wanted to bless you from your sin , still you took your time to pierce through my mind with your lies and false hopes, now I sit here wondering whenever it will stop ?!

One by one the tears that ive shed , have run down my face and fallen down on to my bed ,still I feel that this can’t be real yet I know that it is just so.

Shadows linger in my mind, though I wonder still what it is I may find ?

Though you forced me to leave your side, I know deep within that I have nowhere to hide, from the pain nor the agony as all I wanted was for you to see me.

I want so much to be alive, yet I dont know how long I will be able to survive.

This itching feeling I have wondering how it is that im sad  as  all ive ever recived, is people with false hopes wanting to plead to me asking me for forgivness , though I have none to give as I am only able to see the pain that you have granted me .

I hope your soul will die and burn, as for all the scars you have given me in return.