Despair
To deny what is rightfully your’s is hard but to deny fate is even worse, as for what curse is there to keep me from being alive ?
How come that no one will see me for who I am ?
How come that no one seem to understand that i’ll keep fallin in to oblivion untill the day you take your place beside me.
Still I know that hope is just an illussion it’s just a dream, as I can’t seem to see that day getting any closer anytime soon.
I had my hopes I had my dreams but in the end I stand here with all the screams and terror as I keep wondering what’s the error ?
How come things never change ?
How come no one can see me for who I am ?
How come no one can understand , that even I need that special one, that one to hold ,that one to warm me when i’m cold.
Though my life slips away there is nothing more for me to say, my body is numb.
Juni 21st, 2009 at 2:51
i love u my freand!!!!